The courage to be different. The courage to be better. Anyone with this mindset can be at a point in life where they can be doubting everything they say or do. This can happen at any time.
To ever gain the courage to apply this to myself, I have yet to know what will set this in motion. What would make me better? What could make me different? I’m always telling myself that I’m gonna do something. That I’ll say no, that I’ll actually be able to stand up for myself for once. I’m tired…
If I ever did change, I’d hope to get the break I deserve. I wanna be able to rest easy and stay away from as many problems as possible. I’ll eventually do better, and start to gain the courage to do things differently. Breaking the preset mold is what I often imagine. I don’t wanna be like anyone else, and I’m doing well enough to be my own person as of now.
Take hold of my words, readers, you can break the mold as well. People in the world are holding their breath, waiting for you to fail…make sure they have to let it go.